Thru my lens from outside of the field... i like this shot. Newbie shot.

After years.. now i can make full of this blog .. hehe.. for starting here one pict.

Sucking Up is Difficult

I swear I would never do it again. Tried to suck up my boss today ahahahhaha... having a casual lunch with her.. and casually asking for a time off.. and granted casually... definitely makes me feels like shit.
Next time if I need another time off I'll just walk to her and ask for it. I'm so terrible at doing suck up. Feeling awkward too.. Definitely not in my blood.
Ishh.. I wonder how my workmate able to do this sucking up 2 yrs without fail ahahhahahha..

Social courtesy - I don't get it

I really don't. Its a habit nowadays that whenever you see a friend, you would hug your friend and then kiss both cheeks. It goes to girl friends, even male friends. I'm not broad minded? Fine. Hear my reasoning.

1. Being friendly - There are so many other way of being friendly without any skin contact. I would kill those who is being 'friendly' to my hubby like that. Literally kill them.
2. Show affection - Do you show affection to every single friend that you have? Seriously you're that affectionate?
3. A very close friend - Do you hug your family when you sees them? Family is supposed to be the closest person to you, but if you're only hug your friend because you're very close...

So I'm done. So people, I'm not that friendly, affectionate and that close to you anyway so just f**k off. I don't like this so called friendly gesture. Buzz Off!!

PS : Does not apply to my girl friends and my hubby. Hug me all you want coz I do love you all so much!

Ada Masalah ...?

Semalam lepas hantar mak ke KLIA untuk mengerjakan Umrah, aku terus gi kerja. Dari subang aku masuk ke federal pas2 nak gi NKVE. Simpang dari federal masuk ke jalan airport lama, ada satu road block ... sib baik aku pakai handsfree masa tu, masalahnya... aku tak pakai 'seat belt'. Dah laa seat belt kereta ni, kena tarik slow2 kalau tak takleh nak tarik... sampai depan tu, memang sah aku kena tahan. Aku pun tak tau kat mana polis tu menyorok belakang pokok mana. Nak di pendekan cite:-

polis : Encik nie pakai handsfree dah bagus.. tapi tak pakai seat belt. Bahaya nie...
aku , senyum kambing jek...
polis : So, camana nie?
aku , senyum kambing jek...
polis : Sebelum saya nak saman encik, saya nak tanya sket.. Ada masalah tak kalau kena saman?
aku : Saya takde masalah cik... cuma masalah nak bayar jek.
polis : pasal tu saya tanya awak sebelum saya saman awak...
aku : .............................?

WTF?! sapa takde masalah kena saman....?! meh sini pinjam duit... sib baik dia lepaskan aku. Kalau tak mana aku nak korek RM300... wahhahaha..

MPOC 7-8th Mach (masalah2)

Shocker down...
etek down...
PMR down ...
PM6 down...
PM8 down..

5 out 7 Marker down.. Camana nie?!

** no more sharing laa... nanti susah plak.

Siapa paling POWER antara kalian? (Part 2)

Masa zaman2 gila MUDing.... Si beltriz hantar aku log file nie. Dia suruh aku translate dari BM ke english.. huhu.. imagine camana aku translate 'carut2' semua tu...

bodoh = idiot
balik kampung = go back home
p****t = pussy?!
taik = shit
b***h = ??!

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808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'darklord kedua'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'power power'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'tipu?'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'pehh'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'dari dulu tipu aku'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'suma orang ko cakap suka tipu'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'aku tau pon, konon2 tak tipu'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'taring pon ko cakap suka tipu'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'aku cakap ko sorang jer tipu'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
The Town Crier leaves down.
The knight leaves down.

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'lancau'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'apa yg taring tipu?'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
the stray dog has arrived from below.

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'ko la cakap dia suka tipu'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'dia sound aku'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'heh'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'taik'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Your eyes stop tingling.

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 3 drinks clear water from a polished flagon.

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'orang lama macam taring pon pakai eq cikai'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 3 drinks clear water from a polished flagon.

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > qua potYou quaff a yellow potion of see invisible.
Your eyes tingle.

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'suma tempat tau'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'pastu ko pake power2 plak/'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'tak kisah pon'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'butus sungguh'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'dah aku gi amik sendirik'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'apa tak puas ati?'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'aku kalo eq power2 pon ape yg ko susah?'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'apa yg ko tak puas ati?'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'bukan aku buat jahat kat ko pon'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'ko gak mintak kat aku'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'aku tak kaco ko'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'dah tuh aku pon tulun gak'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'pening bodoh'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
The knight has arrived from below.

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'sana mintak sini mintak'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
the stray dog leaves down.

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'eq power power plak tu'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'ko pening ape salahkan aku plak'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'god tanya aku nak jawab apa'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'lancau betui'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'dah tuh..ada ke orang nak yg tak powr'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'pastu nak suruh jual murah'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'macam sial'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 4 says, 'uishhh....aper ler ko sakse...btul gak tuh....ader point'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'aritu aku jual shaman belt 2 juta pon svartee sound'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'hehe..seme orang cakap ko jual mahal'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'bodoh'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'dah god suruh'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'heh..orang jual dua juta god tak sound pon'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'pi balik tido la'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'ko la gi balik tido'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'butuh'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'lancau'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'nanti meh cakap sama god'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 4 pats you on your head.

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'kalo orang tak kaco ko, ko jangan la gi aco orang'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 3 shakes his head.

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'shaman belt brapa juta'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 4 tells you, 'oi jom jln2'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'aku kacau sapa?'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'ada kacau ko'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'ni dah la guna char aku buat gate nak gi titik darklord'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'butuh'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 4 lies down and falls asleep.

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'ko la butuh'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
You are thirsty.

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'aku takmo jadi musuh sesapa'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > tell chet nak tengokYou tell Person 4, 'nak tengok'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'darklord takda gate ko pon tada hal punya'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'pastu aku plak kena tuduh tulun hang'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'macam sial'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 4 tells you, 'sure tak abis nyer nih'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'dah tuh..kalo takde hal pesai guna aku?'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 4 awakens.

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'orang seme cakap aku tulun ko'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > tell che aku log nieYou tell Person 4, 'aku log nie'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'dari eq nak eq power...tak kenang budi...suma ada'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'seme cakap aku cari pasal'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'pehhh'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > tell che nak tunjuk epiYou tell Person 4, 'nak tunjuk epi'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'aku nak kawan ngan seme..takmo gadoh'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 4 tells you, 'hehehhe'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'ni macam saja nak buat aku kena plak'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'hek eleh'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > tell chet nanti aku bawak ko levelYou tell Person 4, 'nanti aku bawak ko level'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'macam tu takde alasan lak nak buat'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'heh'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
The knight leaves down.
You are hungry.
You are thirsty.

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > cast 'create food'You can't do this sitting!

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'sabun pon cakap'

stand808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > You stand up.

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > cast 'create food'Okay.
You create a waybread.

808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V > eat wayYou eat the waybread.
You are full.

808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V > dri rainYou drink the water.
You don't feel thirsty any more.
You are full.

808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'depan mata dia aku gate gi darklord'

808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'ko masuk terus slams'

808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'nak test sword free pon bukan main punya bangang alasan'

808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'butuh'

808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'aku tadak mana la buduh'

808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'gate tu pon tatau nak jawab'

808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'macam sial'

808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'apa kait mana plak?'

808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'bodo betui ko nih'

808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'kedai tak jual bag ka?'

808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'macam laa tak pernah rasa sword tuh'

808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'sapa bangag?'

808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'ko pon macam tadak bag'

808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'ko ke bangang?'

808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'lagi sial'

808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'cakap putar belit'

808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'bila aku cakap bangang butuh?'

808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1071/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'masa aku mintak .. tak tanya pon ada bag ke tak'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'aku tak taip pon bangang tadi babi'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'aku nak test sword time gambit ade'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 3 gets a bread from a furball.

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'heh'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > tell Person 1 nanti komplen kat god senang jer
Person 1 says, 'kalau tak aku tak mintak la'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > You tell Person 1, 'nanti komplen kat god senang jer'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
The Town Crier has arrived from below.

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'macam tak biasa'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 says, 'lancau sungguh'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'dulu pon dah buat'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'ko la lancau'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > tell Person 1 biar dia rasaYou tell Person 1, 'biar dia rasa'

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 1 tells you, 'aah'
Person 4 pats Person 3 on his head.

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
The cityguard has arrived from below.
The Town Crier leaves down.

808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V >
Person 2 says, 'sword free pon nak berkira'

d808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 231/231V > The Entrance To The Falling Eagle Inn
You are standing in the entrance hall of the Falling Eagle Inn. The hall
has been wisely decorated with simple, functional furniture. The heavy smell
of dust and aging paper drifts in from the Post Office to the north. A small
staircase leads up to the reception and the bar is to the east.
[ Exits: n e w u ]
The Town Crier is here, weeping quietly.
A knight of the realm is standing here watching for signs of trouble.

808/808H 1076/1076M 230/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 230/231V >
Person 1 tells you, 'gambit tu main dulu'

808/808H 1076/1076M 230/231V > 808/808H 1076/1076M 230/231V >
the juggler has arrived from the west.
The knight leaves west.

808/808H 1076/1076M 230/231V > wGerzan Road
You are standing on the Gerzan road. Huge marble steps lead up to the
fountain square. The entrance to the Clerics' Guild is to the west, and the
Falling Eagle Inn, is to the east. Just south of here you see the market
square, the center of New Tarsis.
[ Exits: n e s w ]
A knight of the realm is standing here watching for signs of trouble.

808/808H 1076/1076M 229/231V > nFountain Square Of New Tarsis
You are standing in the Fountain Square. A large group of townfolk
are gathered here, some talking and socializing, some performers of the
arts, others vendors. To the west is a reading room. The
Gerzan Road extends to the north and south.
A small sign is planted in the ground here.
A large guild post with a map is here.
[ Exits: n s w u ]
A large fountain carved from blue-streaked marble is here, bubbling merrily.
A knight of the realm is standing here watching for signs of trouble.

808/808H 1076/1076M 228/231V > uAcademy Of Learning
You are standing outside a very large stone building. By looking
at this building, you can tell it has been well kept. Hey... A edumacation
couldn't do me no harm you figure. Make sure you read ALL signs, you find it
more help than hurt.
[ Exits: s d ]
( 3) A thin choke wire lies here.
A wooden key has been left here.

808/808H 1076/1076M 227/231V > cast 'sum' person 4Okay.
Person 4 arrives suddenly.

808/808H 1016/1076M 227/231V > say jom levelYou say, 'jom level'

808/808H 1016/1076M 227/231V >

Siapa paling POWER antara kalian? (Part 1)

Aku suka save chat aku especially bila ada isu/masalah (YM/Sametime), mana laa tau satu hari nanti leh jadi bukti... so jejaga laa korang2 yang rasa nak menipu aku guna chatting nie.. Hahaha!! Power Ranger kot...

mohdhadi@my...
depan abg hadi cakap a-z menyampah itu laa ini laa...
5:49:43 PM
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tapi belakang mamat tu terus kipas tak ingat.. apa takde prinsip ke?

5:49:54 PM
********....
hehe...ntahla...kot masing2 ade kepentingan masing2....

5:50:09 PM
mohdhadi@my...
isk... kepentingan tu memang laa abg hadi paham...
5:50:18 PM
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sapa takde kepetingan ngan kawan2?

5:50:29 PM
********....
tp obvious jugaklaa cmtuh...kalo bab mamat tu je...sumer mcm tunduk jer...naper ekk? power sgt kt dier?

ps: Tengah korek mana2 lagi yang aku dah save...

Paintball 2009

Lets talk about paintball... urban rush @ urbanX will be playing both league MY-NPL and MPOC this year. But we are going to concentrate on NPL although MPOC have a better chance.

First league MPOC we manage to go untill Semi but lost, a good start for MPOC, 4th placed. But, the 'suwei' from last year always there. MY-NPL, lost at Second Round (lost to the-simpson). In premelinary we won 6 games and lost only 2. Most of last year 2008, we only managed to go untill q-final.

I know some of us mesti frustrated.. macam zaihan cakap laa.. dah puas gilap 'gold' medal Div4 2007.. Akakaka...

http://www.my-npl.org/

http://www.xtionpaintball.com/forum/

My Baby Amir

Last 15/2/2008 was amir 3 month already. He is now 5.4kg, and getting bigger... hehe.. I made him 'promise' to me, he must be at least 8kg when he is 8 month old.

Sorry sayang, nanti baby kita lepas 6 bulan, menu utama will be McD.

ps: Dont know how to put pictures here laa..

Taking over

im taking over from my wife... hehehe.. now im the owner.

Waiting is A Game!

I hate waiting!! I guess everybody who knows me will know this to be damned true. I know that my hubby always keep me waiting but I REALLY HATE WAITING!

Waiting for my baby to arrive is a torture. I swear the baby's clothes being unfold and folded again like 5 times a day. They are so darn cute! So small and colorful and cute! I keep on imagining how he would look like. Part me and part Hadi off course. Hadi's eyes and nose, my mouth and my dimple. He had to be chubby. He's already 2.8kg now. 39 weeks in my womb. Mummy fed you well, did I?

I find it very hard to take preggie picture. Not sure why. But I do have a pict taken during raya that I thought looks okay. Well, you can still count all the pimples on my face though.


See what happens when you brag a lot about your pimpleless face before? It will come at hit you at your face. Like this. I've turned darker and I think the amount of pimples that I had within this 9 months exceed the amount of pimples that I had for all my life.

I had myself to blame for this one. I was so lazy to wash my face anymore. The Dermalogica product (GOD I LOVE THEM) are the best but they won't work if you don't use them. Hence all the pimples I guess. Its okay. Will start again once given birth. I know I still got a few free facial left there.

Will start to take care of myself more after this. Would want my baby to be proud of his mummy. Would want to prove my hubby that I too can slim down. Even by few kg's only.

Come to think of this year, such blessing we had. A new house and a new member of the family. Will tell you more about the new house that we stayed for already 6 months now. Thank GOD, ALHAMDULILLAH!

Snippets

Night Out With My Chubby Hubby

I know that I'm forever nagging him to take me out, even when I'm just counting days to meet my lovely baby. Its just that I love to spend time with him so much nowadays that even a simple night out would be more than sufficient for me.

So what we did is to go out. To Alamanda. Nothing special though. We're just out to get my medicine, went to the banks and so on. Just errands. Then we bought KFC, just a snack plate, to take away.

Off we go to the banks then. after that, we just stop by Masjid Putra, sat there and have a lovely night picnic by the lake. It was so breathtakingly beautiful. He was so sweet. Everything is perfect!

That's just the night that I would remember forever.. Just the three of us, Hubby, me and baby in the tummy... A picture perfect of a happy family...

Raya

Had a open house done during raya. Nothing big, just a simple gathering I might say. Thanks to my mother and mother in laws, it was smooth. If its up to me, I won't be able to do anything at all. I'm already 8 mths plus preggie at that time.

Raya was different I must say. With all the anticipation waiting for the baby. we celebrated Raya this year with hubby's family. As usual, first day Raya is in Subang and the next is in Muar. Being in the car that long is really exhausting for me. Back ache is what I can't endure actually. Then comes the muscle cramps since I've been walking all day long to relatives house.. Not to mention the non stop eating ahahhaha...

By 3 weeks of Raya, I gained extra 3 kilos, while I manage to maintain no weight gain during fasting month. well I guess it just fair. Anyway whatever food I ate will go to the baby right? So in a way I'm feeding my baby right? (Excuses)

Preggie

As for now I'm counting days to see my baby. Already on holiday, long holiday actually since I stretched it from Raya. I think we had almost everything covered in terms of baby stuff. We bought almost everything, not leaving anything at all for anyone to buy ahahhahaa.. Well, we're just excited parents that's all.

I already can feel the contraction. Can see my feet swollen up. Can't see if I'm standing though. My tummy is extremely big that people keep on asking whether its a twin. We do hope so even its a fat chance to get a twin..

Hubby is extremely sweet to me nowadays. Well sweeter than he always do I can say. He tried his best to come home early everyday. And yes, I'm staying at my parents house for now. Will go to my in laws house tomorrow since they're just 10 mins away from SJMC.

Did I mention that we're gonna go to SJMC for delivery? No because we had so much money to spend, its just that my hubby's company covers maternity in SJMC. So I could safely says that I'm going to stay at SJMC for free, or maybe for a few hundreds if we exceed the ceiling.

Random Comments

Only my hubby and I knows what trouble I love getting myself into last time. I can still remember a few 'close friends' that turns into 'not friends anymore'. Those people who stabbed me in the back, those people who managed to make my life harder. Those people that I know I won't forget. These are the people that made me bitter, made me hard to be close to anyone, made me hated the term friendship.

Recently I stumble into some of them. Their life story, isn't as beautiful as mine. I'd say that the wheel has turned. Sorry for being unsympathetic. But I can say that you brought this all to yourself. All the bad deeds that you made towards me, has finally ate you back. My bad deeds that I've done to other people has been paid by facing my life experience knowing you. So the wheels has turned.

What a sad day for Malaysia

We lost!

We lost Thomas Cup, after how many years of us not winning, we're adding another year of misery. It is such a sad day. So many effort wasted.

Anyway, is semifinal good enough for Malaysia?

Sign off with a heavy heart.

A test

Being pregnant has its up and down. Each and every single thing that anyone around me do or didn't do, disturbs me so much. One simple example, I feel hurt when my friend didn't say hi to me. It hurts me that I feel like crying. Not her fault though, because she had something going on at that time.

I also cried when I listened to certain song. It reminds me so much of how I feel about my baby and it touches my heart so much. It also hurts when my husband fell asleep downstairs while watching football. I cried all night long. Not any one's fault though. Just that my hearts is easily touched these day.

I cried again today. When the doctor show the scan to me, I was in tears. I could see my baby, so little, moving inside me. Then while driving, I cried again, remembering how the baby looks like. Its so tiring to cry all the time, because I am not someone who cries a lot. Heck, even I used to laugh at people who cried and make fun of them. What's becoming of me?

Then now at the office, I'm almost in tears again. To think about the two of us, my baby and I, what we will go through together. I will try to be the strongest person on earth, for my baby. What I have to go through just to have this baby, and what I have gone though during this 11 weeks.

The office has been a great big deal of a test as well. The calls that comes through, the idiocy of the questions asked, the volume of the calls, the complexity of it, and also with the people that I deal with. Honestly, I do not know how long I can endure this. But I will for the sake of my baby. We need the money. I'm not saying that my hub is not helping but we need all what we can have.

All this, contributed to my high blood pressure. And I need to cool down. I need help to cool down. Please help me....

Mood Swing

Terrible mood swing. Hormones raging up. I'm tired and I'm bored. I am going out of my mind here. I hate my job. I'm pissed and angry all the time today. I'm lonely and sensitive. I am all that and more!
I'm dizzy and feeling nauseated by the smell of this office.

Excuse me. I need to go and puke.

New Role

I'm thrilled as my new role takes place. Being a mother to be, (even by typing it sends shivers to my vein) I'm practically hyperventilating of happiness. And vomiting also, of course. I'm so tired and moody and God knows what else. But that doesn't affect anything about my happiness though.
Isn't this what I always want? Yes. This is exactly how I want it. Er mm.. not exactly. What I had in mind is more... hm mm... easy. I always imagine myself looking beautifully bloated on the stomach. And my baby will softly kicked me and I would be smiling and rubbing my baby. My dress is nothing short of fabulous. I get to wear beautiful pregnant dresses and look serenely, breathtakingly gorgeous with my swelling tummy.
Then my husband will come into the picture, looking as handsome as ever, and lovingly kissed me and our baby to be. What a beautiful picture it will be.
What I had in reality is extremely far from that. I didn't get to wear any pregnant dress yet because, lets just face it, nothing shows for 2 mths pregnant, except my own non-pregnant swelling tummy (fat I tell you, FAT!!!). I'm sure I'll look nothing like a beautiful happy pregnant lady, but look more like an indon maid, overdressed.
But even so, I do feel bloated, and I can't stop throwing out. Thank God I don't smell like vomit. Even with everything that I ate I manage to get it out, I still add few more kilos to my already overweight body. Which is actually a wonder on how did I manage to gain weight by the amount of vomit that came out of me everyday.
And my work just makes things worse. My job requires me to stare at the PC for eight hours and it adds up to my dizziness spell level to be increased. And then there's this ugly headphone attached to my head to enable customers to shout things straight to my brain. Makes things worse you see. I've been thinking to take like a whole 2 mths of leave, but then again, where will I get money from then?
Cravings is something that I still don't feel. Yes I do feel the urges to eat something different, like that day I really wanted to eat 'bubur kampung baru'. Then I have then sudden likeness to green guava. Until I vomit all out that's it, no more green guava for me. But it doesnt seems like a craving to me.
Talk about the food that I must take and musn't take. To put it in the easiest way possible, most of the food that I liked to eat, are strictly forbidden. But most of the food that I really hate to eat are top ten in my food intake list. Talk about urghhhhh...
And now I already felt dizzy by staring at this PC for too long.
By for now.

Part 1

Pics from Paintball Tournament Padang Astaka PJ on 25th - 26th February 2008. What I have here in part one is not even quarter from what I had snapped there. But it took me forever to upload the picture and I just don't have that kind of patience at all. So, I'll update more later, but these is what I have for now.

I know that I promised like this before and it wasn't done, but fret not, I owe this post and the continuity of this to a lot of people that I promised before.

So, I wanted to tell you, the story of Urban Rush....

Going to the war, like Armageddon

At camp, these is where their shelter is.

Their first war

Our sharpshooter

Prebets having fun ahahahhaha

Samy Vellu in Wikipedia

Who ever did this.. I would like to say...
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THANKS MATE !! YOU MADE ME LAUGH OUT LOUD IN MY OFFICE!!!!!

What? You can't see what I'm talking about?

Just in case ( I know that's the case) the font is too small... there's what written on Wikipedia about Samy Vellu.

'Pursued by scandals, corruption allegations, and charges of lack of affectiveness, he suffered a shcoking defeat at the Sungai Siput parliamentary constituency in the 12th Malaysian General Election on March 8, 2008. He has since retired from Malaysian Politics and has ventured into a Roti Canai food bussiness in Sentul'

What an entry... I wonder whether Samy Vellu NOW realized his position in politics.

Do not blame me

I know I said that I will post the tournament photo's to this blog, but so sorry because our Internet connection at home has been cut. Its only because we're moving house, and it takes forever to transfer the phone line to our new house.
Will get the picture uploaded once everything settled.

By the way, we have moved!! My house look like a store with all the box and after a week, not even a box fully unpacked!!! Arghhh.. dunno where to start and dunno where to keep all of those stuff. I could not believe that from our small flat we had so many things.

Anyway, I know my post are all so boring nowadays. I'll try to get my Internet connection fixed so I can do proper post at home. Now posting blogs from office are just so nuisance. They keep interrupting my flow of thought and in the end, recent few post is what you get.

So.. just bear with me. I promise I will definitely post the pics soon.

PS :- There's a paintball buffet on 15th March BY MudTrekker, pallet unlimited!! Msg me if you wanna join.

What??

Oh Gosh!!

I have done a big mistake!! Look at my page.. what can you see as a mistake here? Something that I honestly did not attend to do so, yet it carries so much meaning (which is not true!!!)



OH MY GOD. I intend to say Paintballer's wife, not a painballer's wife!!!! Erghh.. What one alphabet can change the whole meaning.....

I have totally change it.. this is just as a reminder.. wrong words will mean something else...